December 2011
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Hello everyone. (:
Life goes on.
Which is something we’ve got to remember in times of sadness, depression, angst, and self-hatred.
It goes on.
It gets better.
It get worse, even.
But it still goes on.
I love you.
-Rochell. <3
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I was thinking, you guys, about self esteem and...
I used to be a pretty wide girl. Short, always, but wide.
Now, I am short and not so wide. Not very wide at all.
My hips are big but my waist is tiny.
I’ve been told that I was fat. I’ve been told that I would never get a boyfriend. I’ve been told that I was ugly. I’ve been told a countless amount of hurtful things.
Now, it seems to be the opposite. I’ve been...
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One step closer.: 83 days. →
onestepatatimelove:
I think I might honestly be recovering. After I told my fiance that I would be really done with cutting, I was a bit nervous thinking “what if I mess up? how can I really know I’m done?” but after I told him, I feel as if I had spoken it over myself and I might actually be done. I hardly even…
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For me its anger, i feel so angry i want to hit...
nightimewalker:
I’m not even angry at anyone, myself i suppose. I don’t know i can just feel it there in my chest, like when you are nervous, except im not. I don’t know what to do. I didn’t know what to do. So i cut myself. Damn it felt like such a relief once i had made myself bleed. its just fucking twisted.
I love you.
-Rochell. <3
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rsvnr:
I want to believe that everything actually works out. I want to believe that there’s a reason for everything.
I feel numb… but I’d really like to believe.
I hope I said something helpful tonight.
You know where I am if you’d like to talk.
And please talk. (:
-Rochell. <3
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Tonight is no good.
fatkid101:
Sometimes I wonder, “why am I even alive.” Other days I know that answer. Today however, the answer had slipped my mind. My razor is whispering that with a cut or two, I will find it. Oh, my poor butterflies. I will do everything to keep you alive, my lovelys.
“A scar just means you’re stronger than whatever tried to destroy you.”
– (via havethehope)
It's really okay to feel discouraged and negative...
Just don’t let it overtake you.
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"If you could only just stop, stop, stop running,
it-will-always-be-real:
If you could only take a second to breathe it in. Everything that you know would be beautiful like you.”
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Good news from you?
Do you have a story to share?
A photo to share?
Anything?
-Rochell. (:
You guys!
today was my town’s Christmas Parade.
It was wonderful.
A little girl hops into the road and yells, “Santies coming! Santies coming!”
She was adorable. (:
-Rochell. <3
would anyone like a Christmas Card from me?
I swear there’s nothing better. (:
-Rochell.
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I just want you guys to know that LMFAO's song,...
Cause you guys are sexy! (:
-Rochell. <3
(A little encouragement doesn’t hurt, huh?)
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i self harm, and i don’t know why?
You may not understand why you do it. When something makes you sad, what do you do? When you are happy, what do you do?
At the root, you subconsciously know why you self harm, you just haven’t realized it yet. The best thing to do is record your feelings and what recently happened to you just before you harm yourself. You’ll quickly...
inspiremegently asked: no, I love how it is. I think you post great stuff and you were one of the first people I followed on tumblr. I think you should post more inspirational pictures, like the ones you just posted. Those made me smile. Other than that, I'd say give more advice or have people tell you their stories. But obviously thats nothing you can do unless people ask for advice or tell their stories to you!...
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inspiremegently asked: I love your blog. :)
Talk to me you guys! (:
I would like to get to know you but it’s hard when no one communicates with me.
c’mon!
-Rochell. <3
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My good news of the day:
I am in Charleston, visiting a friend and a college that I want to go to extremely bad.
It’s wonderful being here.
What’s your good news of the day?
-Rochell! (:
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you know what
janksy:
i’m sick of listening to people put themselves down i am TIRED of watching people brutally kick themselves in the ass because we, these days, are apparently not allowed to like ourselves
i don’t know about you guys but i am the only person that i am truly, actually stuck with for my entire life and at the very least i should learn to put up with it and so should all of you
because i...
hello everyone!
Well, my good news of the day is that the fundraiser for my school’s newspaper staff is underway. I am the one that started this fundraiser last year and it makes me happy. (:
What’s some of your good news of the day?
-Rochelllll! (: