February 2012
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We were discussing anorexia nervosa in my AP Psych...
My own teacher suffered from it. She showed us a picture of one of her worst times. I thought that her arm was a stick in the ground. When she’d pointed out that that was her arm, I was flabbergasted.
We then talked about how not only females suffer from eating disorders, even though we are the dominant gender in eating disorders, males do as well. I met a guy on a vacation one time. He...
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The worst part of being scared of blood is I always had to come up with creative ways to hurt myself. Ways that I could do without blood. Rubber bands were usually my way of choice. I would snap my wrists all day, everyday. Nobody thought it was odd, b/c they were never around to see the raw skin under the long sleeves I wore. No one saw the welts I gave myself everyday, the skin that always...
Tell me about your day.
-Rochell (:
Talk to me, you guys!
Message me if you need anything at all. Shoot, you can message me if you wanna tell me about what color your nails are. Talk to me about whatever you need to. You guys know I’m always here. I love every single one of you and I desire to see you happy and healthy.
-Rochell (:
I’ve told you this before and I shall keep telling you-
YOU ARE WORTH SO MUCH MORE THAN HARMING YOURSELF.
You’ve got to believe it.
-Rochell.
January 2012
8 posts
To everyone who has dealt with suicidal thoughts...
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I try not to wherever visible; these aren’t even that deep but it’s the principle of what I’m feeling. There are no words to describe. Irony.
December 2011
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Hello everyone. (:
Life goes on.
Which is something we’ve got to remember in times of sadness, depression, angst, and self-hatred.
It goes on.
It gets better.
It get worse, even.
But it still goes on.
I love you.
-Rochell. <3
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I was thinking, you guys, about self esteem and...
I used to be a pretty wide girl. Short, always, but wide.
Now, I am short and not so wide. Not very wide at all.
My hips are big but my waist is tiny.
I’ve been told that I was fat. I’ve been told that I would never get a boyfriend. I’ve been told that I was ugly. I’ve been told a countless amount of hurtful things.
Now, it seems to be the opposite. I’ve been...
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One step closer.: 83 days. →
onestepatatimelove:
I think I might honestly be recovering. After I told my fiance that I would be really done with cutting, I was a bit nervous thinking “what if I mess up? how can I really know I’m done?” but after I told him, I feel as if I had spoken it over myself and I might actually be done. I hardly even…
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For me its anger, i feel so angry i want to hit...
nightimewalker:
I’m not even angry at anyone, myself i suppose. I don’t know i can just feel it there in my chest, like when you are nervous, except im not. I don’t know what to do. I didn’t know what to do. So i cut myself. Damn it felt like such a relief once i had made myself bleed. its just fucking twisted.
I love you.
-Rochell. <3
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rsvnr:
I want to believe that everything actually works out. I want to believe that there’s a reason for everything.
I feel numb… but I’d really like to believe.
I hope I said something helpful tonight.
You know where I am if you’d like to talk.
And please talk. (:
-Rochell. <3
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Tonight is no good.
fatkid101:
Sometimes I wonder, “why am I even alive.” Other days I know that answer. Today however, the answer had slipped my mind. My razor is whispering that with a cut or two, I will find it. Oh, my poor butterflies. I will do everything to keep you alive, my lovelys.
“A scar just means you’re stronger than whatever tried to destroy you.”
– (via havethehope)
It's really okay to feel discouraged and negative...
Just don’t let it overtake you.
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"If you could only just stop, stop, stop running,
it-will-always-be-real:
If you could only take a second to breathe it in. Everything that you know would be beautiful like you.”